Todays post fills me with shame...it shames me to no end to even admit to this, but I am obese, (my GOD how I hate that word)!!! Around Christmas time, when I had my revelation that I needed to get onto the never ending "to do" list, I felt awful. I was pretty darn close to the heaviest I've ever been. I've never been attracted to junk food, but put a plate of cheese, crackers and bread in front of me and I'll eat the whole darn thing. I've always been an emotional eater...when I'm troubled, bored, stressed, tired...and let me tell you, I've been pretty darn troubled, bored, stressed and tired these past few years. I've spent my whole adult life being overweight...the weight I carry masks some pretty serious pain in my life, but I'm feeling like this is the time to come to terms with myself and I need to make the time to do this!
sorry folks...I'm not feeling brave enough to post my "before" pic tonight!